Not been on here for such a long time!I do miss writing blogs!it's alot more personal than facebook but facebook took over for a while!now im getting bored of it i'm back on xanga!lol SoOo much has happened since april...bin out so much these last few months its crazY!considering Leicester's not exactli the greatest place to set u in the mood for going out...i've bin out twice here...not that bad on a thursday night i guess...apart from being swarmped by asians but the music is good n its alryt wen ur out with asian friends too coz u dnt feel so out of place!Havn't actualli been doing much since finishing portfollio work...been working fulltime straight after that interview n the moneys been rolling in =) although it STILL doesn't seem to be enuff!i'm getting more n more addicted to shopping n its NOT good!i need my card taken away from me, but everyday at work is temptation!!! I'm still not a huge fan of Topshop, despite now owning a Topshop wardrobe!and somehow, i'm spending like a quarter of my wage in there every month!Its so fun tho...half the tym we're workin...we'd be putting clothes out onto the shop floor, onli to be taking them back off the rails to try on during lunch!I guess its part of what entertains us all at work when there is nothing else better to do than shop!

I just read that the average Brit spends £550 each year on clothes shopping...i think my average at this rate is more like 3K!I don't know if changing jobs would be an option but seriousli!i need to do something about it!But the thort of working in an office bores me alreadi!Don't think I'd want to do anything else!The onli thing i'd wana do is probabli be making my own dresses to sell!which ill be picking back up on my weekend off work!woO!I've not used my sewing machine for a few months now n i'm getting itchy feet!(not literally!)

It seems like so many people are leaving for HK for good now...or just moving away  working its so depressing! I've thort about it n the prospect of working in Hong Kong is pretty exciting...maybe working there for a year and see what it's like...but when you're the type who can't be dealing with long distance relationships...that idea is totally out of the question. I'm so lost!Realli need to sit down n figure out what to do with myself, but i've been avoiding it for ages now...hate decisions...i'm sure i'm not the onli one tho with everyone graduating and getting new jobs n moving places!

Just booked tickets for holidaY!wOOO!i'm sOo excited!hehe jetting off to Milan for a long weekend with my two gurlies mum n sister for my 21st =) gonna be Sooo good i can't wait!Last year was amazing spending the nyt down in London for Jacqui's 21st so this year will top it hehe OMdays!designer heaven!need to start saving!eeks!
Ok am gonna go off n chill now...in sucha happy mood!=)

It's too late now, still you've got something to say?
"Girl I'm sorry that I treated you that way"
Time has gone now, and the moment has passed
When you had the chance to try and make us last
All alone now, and it's no one's fault but yours
Couldn't see the truth, you had those blinded eyes 
I have moved on, still you don't give a damn
You wanna get this off your chest while you can

Every single hour,
Of every single day, you
Miss me more and more,
You don't know what to say, you
Know you closed the door, 
I'm gone and on my way
But now, you need me, you need me?

You say
"I wanna take it back to the day when we first met,
If I could, I'd start all over again
Our love is My Regret"


Should have known then, what you know now
Dying every second that I'm not around
Should have been there, when I needed you
Now you're by yourself, on your bended knees
Should have loved me, while you had the chance to
Couldn't realize that I was the truth
Should have shown me, what I meant to you
Baby now you see, that I was your queen

Every single hour,
Of every single day, you
Miss me more and more,
Don't know what to say, you
Know you closed the door,
Sent me on my way
And now I'm gone.

"It's ironic how they say, you don't know what you have until it's gone. and it's funny how you never learnt that and sadly i ended up on my own through no choice of my own. I hope that it's been a lesson learnt and that your next relationship would be more fruitful than the last." xx

Happy Mothers Day! What did you do for your mummies this year?This year me n my bro thought we'd be different and instead of buying or making her a card(which she seems to get every year, along with flowers) we cleared out the whole house (and believe you me-it took us 4 whole hours!), de-cluttered everything...and hoovered the whole place out free of dust!Mummy was so shocked!haha she came home from work (Saturday) and thought she walked into the wrong house haha...then we took her out for a nice meal today...where we chose KFC over Royal Phoenix! Hehe but apparently it was the bestest present ever aparently ( awWw =) )so the moral is....money can't buy u happiness because we was all very very happy and satisfied and didn't spend a fortune for it!

NEways, thats what i've been up to this weekend, and also starting work at Topshop on the salesfloor on Saturday...so busy!Not been in Topshop on a Saturday in a LoNG time! But i love workin in a busy place...i can't stand being BoRed!! Met a girl there who's on the contour course at DMU!So hopefully she could help me out n look at my portfollio before my interview!I am crapping myself as i only have two weeks left!and this will determine what i will be doing for the next two years!so I have to get cracking and produce some good work but lack of motivation and inspiration has made me work at such a slow pace...chatting to Claire today has motivated me to start some illustrating so hun!thankyou so much!=) always helps to speak to you in low times of motivation!=)She told me to start posting work up on my blog so you guys can give "constructive criticism" on them to help motivate and improve my work!and also so you can nosey around on what i do with all my time at home!=)

I'm getting kicked off now so must go!but hopefully pictures will be up soon ( i know i've said this for ages but i've finally got a camera back so it will be velli soon!)

BYE!xxx

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